This is a perfect illustration of what’s been going on internally for me the past week. I had a transformative experience in Mexico, where I unlocked a more mature version of who I am. The version that is a huge step closer to who I’m meant to be.
I started showing up in my life more in flow than I’ve ever been. And that means showing up on livestreams and STATING OPINIONS (gasp!). My Higher Self, which I’ve come to call WOMAN- the heart in this comic’s analogy- has been letting her authenticity shine. And that’s freaking out the other part of me that’s starting to fall away, which I’m calling the child and is represented by the brain in this comic. Before, the child ruled. She told me “don’t do that. We might get in trouble.” And to keep her safe, I didn’t do the thing that might get us in trouble. I played nice. I played SMALL. Now, WOMAN is at the forefront. She’d been trying to come out for a long time. She urges me to just do the damn thing...and let the freak flag fly! So I have been. But then the child comes out afterwards and lovingly warns me that “SOMEONE MIGHT SEE YOU. Someone might hear your message. What if they think we're weird?!” As new patterns settle in, and I step more fully into the upgraded version of my identity, I anticipate this push-pull will continue to happen. But the other role of WOMAN is to reassure the child that it’s okay. Because it IS okay. It's okay to be concerned soul-y (see what I did there?) with what's soul-aligned!
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